Well, today started off pretty darn crappy.
DH (d+++head, not darling anything lol!) greeted me this morning with a "you've really packed it on over the last week we werent here" while i was getting ready to go to work in a nice skirt, tights, and fitted sweater, thinking i looked halfway decent for once...
i prayed for protection from the hurt, i prayed for strength to keep my mouth shut. i got neither.
so we fought, i cried, i pouted. i was angry and hurt. and it wasnt even 8 am et!
i sent him a text message to apologize for yelling and fighting this morning but that i'm trying my best and that his words are continual sourcesof pain and hurt for me and are never a source of feeling loved and that i needed to feel loved. he texted back saying he too was sorry and that he would try to do better too.
in spite of all the emotional turmoil this dayhas brought on me, so far so goodsfar as staying on points is concerned.
i hope to do nordick track when i getin, then again i might opt for a walk. not sure which - options options ; ).