My God am I stupid!!!
I can't believe how stupid I am!
I missed the freakin reakin stupid pediatric nursing school entrance exam! My God! I'm so stupid!!!!! I don't deserve to get into the school cause to be stupid enough to miss the entrance exam...well, you're just too stupid to go through the program anyway!
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME LATELY???????????
Last Tuesday I drug Christophe all the way to Pezenas on his pingpong night to go to a parent teacher meeting at Rémi's new school. As we were walking in everyone else was walking out. I thought it was at 6:30. It was at 5:30. DH was obviously a little upset.
And now this??? I had sept 14 written in my little purse planner and on the calander. I looked this morning on the convocation to check what time i needed to be there as i didn't write that on the calanders. And I see 1 pm. and i was like oh! look christophe i don't have to be there til 1. then i read outloud. sept 7 at 1 pm. well, good.
and then...doing!!!! it hit us both at once. sept 7???!!!!
God I hate myself! I just can't get my shit together! I don't know who i am, what i want to do "when i grow up", (forget the fact that i'm already grown up and have been for a while!), why i'm here, where i should be going. My God!