Friday, September 24, 2010

Sooo...you win some, you lose some

And this one I lost.
I prayed that if this was the path I was to follow that the doors be opened to me. They weren't so this ped nurse isnt for me :(
I'm sad because I really really enjoyed my clinicals in the maternity ward and think i would have been a good ped nurse whereas i dont feel that i'm a good ICU nurse nor a good computer crap person... But there must be something else for me out there...
I really just wish i knew what :/

So this weekend, I have plans : sweater knitting, yoga, craft room cleaning, afternoon in beziers with alex and christophe (and maybe remi - he was invited to a friend's house tomorrow but the friend's mom is sick - she still insists on Remi coming but i said we'd see how she felt tomorrow), a call with kendra and dianne if we can manage and to the parental units.
Just chillin' in other words : )...

5 comments:

queen of everything said...

i'm sorry to hear about the ped nurse, i know, per ma on ravelry, how excited you were about it. i hope whatever it is that you are "meant" to do falls in your lap. be ready though it may be a surprise.

Rebecca said...

LOL! might be! just wish it owuld hurry up and fall cause i dont feel like ive found my spot,you know

caracolina said...

Sorry to hear about your exam results. Are you sure you don't want (or can't) take the test again? On the other hand, maybe it is time for something completely different...

Rebecca said...

for now, i'm just going to concentrate on the present. i'm not very good at doing that - i have a very nostalgic streak and i'm always looking forward and often in a distracted state but have a lot of trouble for some stupid reason living in and appreciating the present.

SB said...

Just wanted to send some hugs your way since you are so wonderful at sending them mine. ((((rebecca)))) Praying that something as wonderful as you comes your way :-)