Monday, September 14, 2009

yikes!

what have i gotten myself into?
i just got a call from the director at the clinic and i got the job i applied for (computer training) .
now, i'm scared to death! will i able to do this? omg!

bad thing - i start tomorrow! hello! thanks for the warning! i go back to work tomorrow for first day after my week vaction (goodness that went by too quick!) and in the middle of the day they're going to replace me for hours so i can go to a meeting.
ditto for wednesday
so i'm going to have the normal stress of my normal job multiplied by the stress of missing a few hours and having to catch back up right before docs' evening visit! plus the stress of the new job. i'm scared...

6 comments:

Destiknit said...

Well, is this the job you truly want? Does it pay better? What about the Yoga thing? Always things to consider but one thing is for certain, life is going to throw you curve balls, all you can do is swing.

Rebecca said...

i was applying for this job cause it is better hours and less stressful (i hope!) but it's definitely not my dream job
it'sz a 6-8 month deal and then i go back to my normal job
i think i'll definitely try to make the shiva rea one week retreat happen - i will get 42 hours training but not enough to teach but i will have to put the one month thing on hold- that's ok, there are classes often and i can better build a plan.

Anonymous said...

yeah becca! see u were willing to give up too quickly. things will turn around. now if you have it in you nobody from that damn creative knitting mag will answer my ? about a baby bib i've almost completed. tried everybody purr suggested. creative knitting magazine, sock knitting, dyeing, all in the garbage, NEVER TO BE DONE, BOUGHT, ATTEMPTED EVER AGAIN. love ya, mama

Kendra said...

Things turned around pretty quick. Like I said.....maybe there is a different plan for you.

caracolina said...

Woah! That's quite the surprise... Just try to breathe deeply and jump right in. You can do it! We all have faith in you!!!

ChelleC said...

Rebecca, I'm sending good thoughts your way that this new opportunity will be less stress. Even if it's 6-8 months, it's a change of pace and something different. Who knows where it will lead? I also hope you get to go to a retreat. Shiva rea, huh? As you know, I'm all for retreats.