;) Kendra, since you said Lazy, here's fat! ;)
I am feeling like a blob! My God, my bra is cutting into me and all uncomfy and sticky with sweat from my fat rolls. my boobage is bulging out the top of it. i cant wear any and i mean any! of my pants cause of my thighs. my skirts are tight on my belly; what the hell???!!! What is going on??? I want to cry and scream!
DH is of course thrilled! We've been fighting daily, hourly. My attitude definitely needs a makeover cause i'm feeling like a blob so i'm on the defensive and snappy and he's on the offensive for the same reason, as you can imagine... LOVELY! The D word was very seriously discussed last week. I just can't deal with all this! And I dont undrstand the weight thing. So, yes, i'm a pig and yes, i've been bingeing again. but not more than i was a few years back and i wasnt having this bad of a weight prob. and on top of that, im stil jogging 30 min 3 X / week. So what gives????
i applied for a new position that is being created in my clinic. we will soon have our patient files totally computerized and they need a nurse to be in touch with the program tech, to train the doctors and nurses to use the program, and work out kinks, etc... it's a temporary job, should be about 6 to 8 months. the hours : 7 hours a day, mon to fri! yep, that's right! normal human being hours!
i'm still taking the entrance exam for pediatric nursing school. we'll see how that goes.
Remi is now a big boy! :)
he did great in his first two days at school. he did great catching the bus.
got lost just one time as he missed following his fellow students to the next class because the english teacher held him back to tell him he was really good in english. hahaha... little shit didnt bother to tell her he's half american ;) just smiled and showed off a bit more, answering her in english and reciting the alphabet (that's what they were working on). i'm sure she has him figured out though ;)
alex got the teacher she wanted - same as last year. they have two grades in the same class and she had her last year and this year too.
however, big trouble yesterday with her dad. she once again sat at the lunch table staring at her food for about an hour and kind of piddling with it. this is something we deal with three times a day! we're very family meal oriented and take every opportunity to eat together. since they cancome home for two hours at lunch time, we always have her come home and eat with us if we're off work. this summer as i worked a lot, dh had to wrestle her at the table alone at lunch and breakfast every day and really has had quite enough so yesterday, when she got at it again, he threw a fit, tossed her food in the trash and told her to go outside, that he didint want to see her and informed her that she wll not be coming home for lunch the rest of the year. hohum. there is far too much drama in my life.